Meeting expectation in reality
How I wish this month can end faster... Recently there are more things to do than I usually do, stress is real and time is short. I keep telling myself to study and don't waste time but in the end, I only manage to study a little...like literally little... Hoping the midterms will be good to me. I need the motivation so badly that sometimes i hope that someone will remind me to do revision. When I come to think about it, sometimes I really hope that I have friends who has similar goals as I do. I should say mt ideal friends but it turns out that I can't really find people in my current circle who can match my 'ideal' characteristics. Well, I can't expect people to meet my expection as everyone has their own personality and attitudes. Sometimes accepting a person's personality can be a little bit hard...okay..sometimes is really hard but maybe we need some time to get used to it and accept them for who they are. Everyone will still have their expectation...