The Life of Someone

Yesterday, it was my assignment due date. All of us are trying our best to complete assignment and some of my friends even send their's or other group assignment to us. One the documents I received is my good friend's work. Don't get me wrong, I won't plagiarize people's work...just that when I read his assignment, I felt that there are some parts that needs to be change. Well, I didn't tell him because I think he maybe will realize it. That's not my main concern. What I'm concern is that when I read his assignment, I start to judge him and I'm not the only one. My friends also has the same thought as I do. When they start to speak louder, I was kinda afraid...because the person was there as well but I hope that he didn't notice...if the person do notice...well...I feel that the fault should be on me instead of my friends. I felt so... I kept thinking "what if the person knows"..."what happens if the person heard the con...

How I wish this month can end faster... Recently there are more things to do than I usually do, stress is real and time is short. I keep telling myself to study and don't waste  time but in the end, I only manage to study a little...like literally little... Hoping the midterms will be good to me. I need the motivation so badly that sometimes i hope that someone will remind me to do revision. When I come to think about it, sometimes I really hope that I have friends who has similar goals as I do. I should say mt ideal friends but it turns out that I can't really find people in my current circle who can match my 'ideal' characteristics. Well, I can't expect people to meet my expection as everyone has their own personality and attitudes.  Sometimes accepting a person's personality can be a little bit hard...okay..sometimes is really hard but maybe we need some time to get used to it and accept them for who they are. Everyone will still have their expectation...

Hmm....haven't being emo for quite a while now..It seems I have accept and let go of the past even though sometimes I might think about it but it doesn't effect me anymore, not like last time. If you want to know how I did it. I would say is with the help of my friends and also the might one. To the let go of the past, live with the present and hoping for the future to come. I have a one friend who always think that I'm emo when I said something else. Well, maybe is because I used to emo-ing a lot. But now I don't which is a good thing. There was once we talk about friendship. The moment when I said friendship last forever, he started laughing. He think that I was naive. To him, friends come and goes but never stay. He said is the job of a wife instead of friends. He said " When people grow up we leave and friends can be separated. When we meet is great joy but if you mean together as in together forever than I think that won't happen. That's the job o...

Recently my parents talk to me about some serious matters, my reaction will be like this time I'm really in trouble now. After all of us sit down, my father started to scold me. Well, I do deserve this as I should have solve the problems instead of delaying until it became even worse than what I expected...    From that moment, I realize how useless and immature I am. When I think about it, I always judge people for they run from their own problems and here am I doing the same mistake. My parents even said that if your parents doesn't believe you, you are really a lamentable person. True, if parents doesn't even believe their own children, what's the point of living...    But that's not my main point, people change from time to time, even the surrounding changes according to time. If a person scold you with the right reason, it is worth listening even though it might be heartbreaking. My parents care for me so much even I also don't know to repay them. ...

Is been a rough week especially when facing final exams for this semester, I never felt so stressful before....To a point where I feel like I want to give up already. All the efforts have turn from something into nearly nothing. Yesterday, I study till 1 p.m. When my mind reach the point of frustration, I told myself "You know what, there is no point of doing these already... Why don't I just sleep and cool down myself..." After sending my last message of the night to my friend, I straight away go wash up and sleep.     The next day, I feel much better than yesterday night. The feeling was complete opposite of it even though I still feel a bit frustration but I tell myself "You have whatever you can already...just go for exam and do your best" Well, some people might think "Waaa, this person is quite optimistic". Well, I can tell you I'm complete opposite of it unlike one of my friends who always being positive even though people are super str...

Finals is around the corner as usual... Even though final is coming and people are busy thinking about finals but me... Well, I did study like people usually do but sometimes I will still about other stuffs. For example, friendship, family and etc. In my mind, I was like 'waaa, you still have time to think about other stuffs and become emo somemore'. Being emo in the wrong timing is the worst senario ever, especially before exam. When my friends ask why am I easily become emo, normally I will just keep quite because I have no answer for that. I used to cry a lot during bedtime when I was in secondary school. The main reason lies in the past. Many event or I should say tragedy took place in my life. It may be nothing to some people who experience worse than I am or to those who never experience something that bad before in their life or even now... Everyone has their own story to tell but it depends on whether the person want to share it or not. I used to think about my past,...

I joined a green run campaign in my university last Sunday. It was awesome. I didn't realize that I can made it that far. Knowing my ability to run for quite a distance, I was so happy and I finished the race without stopping. But of course, one of my best friend and some other friends also joined with me. Me and my best buddy was excited after finishing the run, we are like talking about a lots of stuffs and also how we both finish the race. When I was running, I kept telling myself "My main priority is to finish the race, not to compete with others but to finish the race without failing" and also "I'm almost there, just a few more kilometers to reach the finishing line." The motivation and a clear mind keeps me going until the finishing line. The moment when I reached the finishing line, it felt good like you have achieve something in your life. When we were chatting, my best buddy also said he felt he achieved something new in his life. Both of us were ha...