The light that doesn't shine
Recently I found myself in a constant loop of overthinking. The constant feeling of I am not good enough. Felt that I am less seen or mostly forgotten just as how life has been ever since I was a kid. People will always gratify to someone that are more interesting. I have always felt that I am just a boring that nobody would be interested in. People wouldn't thought much to invite me to go out together and so on. I mean life now is better than how it was. But still those feelings never goes away. I felt that I am always the last, the forgotten, and the less being seen kinda person. I ask God, am I overthinking too much? God, please proof me wrong. Did I do something wrong to deserve all of these? What did I do wrong? What did I not do enough? The lights around me shine so bright while I am a light that doesn't shine... Why... If the people around me has something against me, why don't they say it? Aren't we supposed to be kinsman to one another? I always felt I am the o...