The Life of Someone

Time to tune down, rewind, reflect and move on. Is the end of 2020!! What a boring year it has been with the pandemic all over the world... But since now there is vaccines, let's hope for the best and hopefully everything gets better in 2021. I should be thinking of when I should change my job like seriously...I have no passion...no motivation...no mood...to keep on doing this...It needs to CHANGEEEEEE!! Changes must be made fast...need to keep reminding myself to do whatever I can to change/learn😖 God please help me...😭

Being a working adult, I realize typical Asian has the perspective of you need to work OVERTIME and if not you are not doing right. Hmmm...are we suppose to do that? I think no. Why do I say that? Well...If we really think about it. Let's start with this few questions. Does OT bring you any benefits? Some may yes because they get paid for their OT but let me remind you something. When you do this, technically you doing it by sacrificing your health. Is it worth it? We see many people died due to overwork and yet we are still doing it. To be honest, it is better to maintain your health rather then sacrificing your health to earn those money which in return might end up you using the money to cure your health problems. Does your company/client appreciate your effort? Simple. Usually they don't! Believe me. They will just put a smile and bash you even when you already tried your very best to meet those impossible datelines and fail miserably. Sometimes the logic doesn't run in...

Recently I realize some times I don't know why I unable to act normally with people like how I used. Don't know what to talk about and maybe is just me being lazy to think what to talk about. Sometimes I do think being quite is actually not that bad. Save some trouble from accidentally saying unnecessary matters. But of course I never ran out of topic when I'm talking to my best friend. I always thought I am the kind of talkative person that can clique with others easily. Hmm...I guess it wasn't as accurate as I thought it would be. One thing that I'm still super surprise is I was able to have a long conversion with a person that I work with from the other company. Although I can't help to be caution sometimes coz the person is from other company but some part of me wants to try to trust him as a friend for once. Let's hope nothing bad happens later on. Work recently has been quite tiring like usual but starting to feel that I'm getting a hang o...