I just realized I lied to myself...
Recently there is a lot of tension building among each other in the community... I was also one of those who make the assumptions and sometimes gossip... After hearing all that has happen, I was angry or I should say furious... Was planning on how to resolve everything in the next meeting...thinking of every questions that could force her to tell the truth and strike her with everything I know... I didn't realize that I was consume by my anger...keep thinking about it... Every second, minutes, hours, days even when I was about to sleep... One day after hearing some of the explanation...I don't know whether what I have thought in my mind was true or not... It was true that some of my assumption was not based on any evidence... As I was doubting...I suddenly realized that I don't want to do this...I don't want to be responsible of what is gonna happen after the meeting... I just realize I lied to myself... For this one week, I thought I was doing the right thin...