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The feeling that I never felt before

Recently I went for a bible conference, it is call KVBC bible conference and it was held at Ipoh, Perak. Me and my friends started our journey to Ipoh on last Sunday. It was fun as we are able to explore a small part of Ipoh and eat together. We stayed at a pastor's house overnight before the day of the conference. That night, I was quite nervous when i think about it because I haven't go to camp where it fills with more strangers. My friends told me that everything will be fine and said "maybe the first day we might sit together but who knows when you make new friends, you might even sit with them until the end of the conference."   During the first day of the conference, at first everything appears to be normal like you know the usually camps I went to... which was what i thought...Before they started the 1st session, it is like usual camps where the PIC gives a welcome speech to the people and bla bla (usually stuff except the part where they ask us to fill up...

Just being stupid for dont know what reason..

I made a huge miatake recently...and I felt bad making wrong assumption towards my friends... making things more complicated...tired and exhausted... I dont understand what im doing right now...i dont know how to make things better now...the only that i hope is that all of these complications will end soon...please...two more months before sem break...life goes on...will miss what had happen in the past...especially the times when I spend time with my friends... life didn't become easier but at least it is better somehow...Why am I even writing this? Haha Talking to myself now which I dont know why... Arghh...nevermind.. is time for bed anyway... Good night world