The Life of Someone

Recently I just got to know that my parents are sick and was COVID positive. They only got themselves tested when I am already back. Why am I frustrated and angry? Is not because I need to take care of them. I was furious because they did not do their part as they SHOULD HAVE BEEN. To be honest, I don't mind you guys being complacent. You don't want to wear mask or sanitize your hand. I don't care. But the moment you felt sick and you did not do your self test. That's the worst that a person can do. Seriously?! If you know you are sick, please do self test to make sure that you are COVID negative la. Is it that hard? Have you ever thought how would others feel if they got infected because of YOU?! Let me list down what are the effects you are bringing: Their health deteriorate They have to worry whether they will be affecting others who were close contact with them They have to cancel all their plans When my younger brother was the next person to fall sick. I told him ...

Recently, when I was going back home after playing badminton. Some memories during my time at university suddenly flash thru. Remembering there was a time when I changed about 4 cliques in 5 semesters. Remembering there was a time when being in the dragon boat community felt much better than being in Christian Fellowship (CF). Recalling there was a time I wondered between 2 churches after I left the church I grew up in and struggled to settle down. Why did it happen? What was the similarity? What was I looking for? After pondering for a moment, it is just a simple answer. I was finding a sense of belonging. I find it ironic that I did not realize why I did it. Those actions seem so natural. Yet I never question myself. Now, I know the answer. Finding a sense of belonging led me to where I am right now. Why do I long for a sense of belonging? Maybe it is because of my past experience. The past experience that sometimes haunts me. When I was 12, a young boy was just about to take th...