The Life of Someone

Recently I just got a job, started to work for like two weeks. Things hasn't been easy at all. Some part of me really wonder or I should say. Most of the time I wonder what is God's plan for me? . . . Why I continue to stay in melaka? is it because I didn't insists of pursuing jobs in other places. Hmmm...but the inside voice told me to accept the offer. I got to say until now I still have hard time recognizing which one is His voice and not mine. I mean my dream was to get a job with less or without over-time, good pay and good colleagues. It kinda sounds like wishful thinking but seriously who doesn't want this kind of job, right? . . . One thing that I always feel that God always answers 'No' is when I ask for a friend who is close to me in class when I was in form 4,5 and in university and now I would really crave for a friend whom I can put close to my heart in my workplace but so far I don't really see a 'Yes'. I always think t...

Where should I start... Ah yes! A few weeks ago, my friend help to plan a birthday party with their parents and technically is a surprise for them (coz is twins haha). There is nothing interesting about the planning phase. So I am gonna skip that part. On that day, we all hide at their home stay before they arrive. The twins were truly surprise when they saw us. Although they know that something is gonna happen but they didn't see it coming. I would say that moment is quite enjoyable especially most of us from the team are present. Before this, I always thought that our bond is solely build on dragon boat and no more. To clarify my statement, I meant if no more dragon boat then most probably we might not see each other anymore but I was wrong. We are better than that. After the party, we went to have a drink at a bar around Kota Laksamana. To be honest, I have never felt drinking was enjoyable before and now here I am enjoying my drink and the company around me. We...

Recently there is a lot of tension building among each other in the community... I was also one of those who make the assumptions and sometimes gossip... After hearing all that has happen, I was angry or I should say furious... Was planning on how to resolve everything in the next meeting...thinking of every questions that could force her to tell the truth and strike her with everything I know... I didn't  realize that I was consume by my anger...keep thinking about it... Every second, minutes, hours, days even when I was about to sleep... One day after hearing some of the explanation...I don't know whether what I have thought in my mind was true or not... It was true that some of my assumption was not based on any evidence... As I was doubting...I suddenly realized that I don't want to do this...I don't want to be responsible of what is gonna happen after the meeting... I just realize I lied to myself... For this one week, I thought I was doing the right thin...