The Intention & The Drive

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This afternoon, I was listening to a podcast from a channel called Developer Tea and it was talking about learning process and progress. The one thing that caught my intention is when the host mentioned if a person understand and know what is their intention and their deepest motivation/need then they will know how to shape their goals or make their goal more flexible.
 
The question now is what is my intention?
  • I don't like my job. (This sounds too general...Why this?)
I don't see the future in it.
Is so boring, every time is the same thing, similar design, same concept, same processes, same problems.
 
Am I really doing engineering stuff?
  • Yes, I know there is the design stage but other than that mostly is business and paper works and a lot of it are so tedious and traditional... 
  • No proper filing system... 
  • No proper guidelines...causing workers to not aware of certain issues which lead to major problems that might be impossible to solve (especially if is legal issue!) 
  • Design constraint by so many variables (design standards, laws, rules & regulation, building constraint etc)...So much limitation...  
(*The list goes on but these are the major ones)
 

 MY MOTIVATION
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The desire to connect with others.
 
The desire to try something new.

The desire to change my environment.

The desire to design/create something.

The desire for the changes to take place!

The desire to change my job to another field!
 
I want to do something that can satisfy my desire.
 
I want to do something to impact other people's life.
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I choose to learn programming.
 
Because I think it can satisfy my desire.
 
I am not sure whether things would work out.
 
The uncertainties keep haunting me.
 
But...
 
I don't want to give up.
 
I want to do this!
 
I can't do this!
 
I AM A WORK IN PROGRESS
TRUST THE PROCESS

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