The Life of Someone

Hmm....haven't being emo for quite a while now..It seems I have accept and let go of the past even though sometimes I might think about it but it doesn't effect me anymore, not like last time. If you want to know how I did it. I would say is with the help of my friends and also the might one. To the let go of the past, live with the present and hoping for the future to come. I have a one friend who always think that I'm emo when I said something else. Well, maybe is because I used to emo-ing a lot. But now I don't which is a good thing. There was once we talk about friendship. The moment when I said friendship last forever, he started laughing. He think that I was naive. To him, friends come and goes but never stay. He said is the job of a wife instead of friends. He said " When people grow up we leave and friends can be separated. When we meet is great joy but if you mean together as in together forever than I think that won't happen. That's the job o...

Recently my parents talk to me about some serious matters, my reaction will be like this time I'm really in trouble now. After all of us sit down, my father started to scold me. Well, I do deserve this as I should have solve the problems instead of delaying until it became even worse than what I expected...    From that moment, I realize how useless and immature I am. When I think about it, I always judge people for they run from their own problems and here am I doing the same mistake. My parents even said that if your parents doesn't believe you, you are really a lamentable person. True, if parents doesn't even believe their own children, what's the point of living...    But that's not my main point, people change from time to time, even the surrounding changes according to time. If a person scold you with the right reason, it is worth listening even though it might be heartbreaking. My parents care for me so much even I also don't know to repay them. ...

Is been a rough week especially when facing final exams for this semester, I never felt so stressful before....To a point where I feel like I want to give up already. All the efforts have turn from something into nearly nothing. Yesterday, I study till 1 p.m. When my mind reach the point of frustration, I told myself "You know what, there is no point of doing these already... Why don't I just sleep and cool down myself..." After sending my last message of the night to my friend, I straight away go wash up and sleep.     The next day, I feel much better than yesterday night. The feeling was complete opposite of it even though I still feel a bit frustration but I tell myself "You have whatever you can already...just go for exam and do your best" Well, some people might think "Waaa, this person is quite optimistic". Well, I can tell you I'm complete opposite of it unlike one of my friends who always being positive even though people are super str...

Finals is around the corner as usual... Even though final is coming and people are busy thinking about finals but me... Well, I did study like people usually do but sometimes I will still about other stuffs. For example, friendship, family and etc. In my mind, I was like 'waaa, you still have time to think about other stuffs and become emo somemore'. Being emo in the wrong timing is the worst senario ever, especially before exam. When my friends ask why am I easily become emo, normally I will just keep quite because I have no answer for that. I used to cry a lot during bedtime when I was in secondary school. The main reason lies in the past. Many event or I should say tragedy took place in my life. It may be nothing to some people who experience worse than I am or to those who never experience something that bad before in their life or even now... Everyone has their own story to tell but it depends on whether the person want to share it or not. I used to think about my past,...

I joined a green run campaign in my university last Sunday. It was awesome. I didn't realize that I can made it that far. Knowing my ability to run for quite a distance, I was so happy and I finished the race without stopping. But of course, one of my best friend and some other friends also joined with me. Me and my best buddy was excited after finishing the run, we are like talking about a lots of stuffs and also how we both finish the race. When I was running, I kept telling myself "My main priority is to finish the race, not to compete with others but to finish the race without failing" and also "I'm almost there, just a few more kilometers to reach the finishing line." The motivation and a clear mind keeps me going until the finishing line. The moment when I reached the finishing line, it felt good like you have achieve something in your life. When we were chatting, my best buddy also said he felt he achieved something new in his life. Both of us were ha...

Even though it is gonna be New year soon, most of the people were like Yay today is the last day of 2015, Happy New Year people and etc. Well, I can't feel the enthusiasm or I should say some of us won't feel that way because having midterms on next week and life will become hectic until the point that we can't comprehend...     Yesterday one of my best friends text me right after his midterm. He was so frustrated because he didn't do well for his midterm and he keep blaming himself. I know how he feels because sometimes it happen to me as well. Next week would be hell week for me and him as well...lab reports...midterms...I don't whether I should feel happy or sad but thankfully I manage...I mean sort of comforting my friend even though I'm not standing beside him but hoping the text that i sent would help(hope so)...     Hmmm...where was I? Ah yes, even though 2015 is coming to an end but I really hope that next year which is starting from tomorrow onward ...

There are times where we think about life.... Things happened rather fast or sometimes is kinda slow.... Thinking about the things that happened.... Asking myself "Should I make that decision from the start?"... Well, there is no answer for that because only He knows... Sometimes we may regret or maybe happy with the decision we had made in life... But it might be worse if  a bad decision made... Sometimes we are rushing to make decisions... In the end, it turns out to be mess... Is better to think before you make that decision... Sometimes you may not know what is the outcome... But you still have to do it... Not matter what the outcome may be... A lot of things to deal in life... But one thing I can say is... God is in control... No matter what you do... You, yes I mean YOU, you may think that nearly everything is in your control or by luck... Guess what? You are wrong! He is in control, not us... We might not like it, sometimes we eve...

When people always say "be yourself",but we often question our-self "How to be myself ?" Many people including myself always struggle with this question or even we ask our-self " are we being our-self", "Who am I?" and other stuffs like that.    Afterward, we start to confuse because of what people say or judge. Then, people strive to change but does it really matter of how people judge you? To many people is yes, people always say be yourself but in the end they started to judge you. What kind of stupid logic is this? Many people are afraid of being them self because they are scared of being judged by social. Then, we live like someone else and live in his/her shadow. Sometimes, when you admire your friend's personality and behavior, you would have the sense to be like him/her. In a sense that which is good and bad in the same times. Of course, people try to learn good quality from friends especially best buddies but the question remains,...

            Is been one year that I stop writing my blog. Sometimes, I'm really lazy to write my blog. Because.....when you are writing a blog, you always have to think what to write. Maybe some people would think that writing blog is wasting time or meaningless but to me writing blog is a good place to express something or even your emotions and mind.             Although blogging is place to express yourself but doesn't mean that you can post something that is unhealthy. You get what I mean. Anyway,    people should think before they act. Anything could happen if someone make a wrong move. When you saw the people around you is doing this kind of things, you should advice them. So that, they know the effects of their behaviors.

What is talking?? Most of the people would say that talking is using your mouth and start a topic of something else that is interesting. Is this true??     When sometimes people use their mouth to talk to others.They feel very happy because friend would listen to his/her story's. As a friend we should listen to them but sometimes if there is wrong doing....You have to advice and teach your friend. Well, people said that our mouth is a powerful weapon which can kill a person's heart, is this true?? Yes, it is true. Some people didn't realise that he/she said something wrong that can change a person who is a friend became your enemy. Then, it became worse that make a person really kill a person. We don't want this happen do we?            The words that we spoke out can be harmful to others or even could make a person to jump form a the top of the building killing himself. As a friend, think first when you haven't say it. May...